Here goes nothing

Day 1 of New York Living

Woke up this morning thinking WHAT DID I DO??? Tons of doubts running through my head about making this decision. But I got up and drove to the hospital just map out the route.. think I took the worst way possible so that was a waste of time. Then I went to the grocery store. There was a line outside down the street. That was fun. Surprisingly, they did have everything I needed in the store! After the shopping was done...more anxiety. The place I am living has valet parking. Meaning I just drive my car up the valet podium, they park it and keep my keys. So my anxiety is how do I unload my groceries in that situation. I have 10 bags. Can I take multiple trips?  But then that leaves my car sitting there, blocking the way possibly. So, do I just power through and carry all the bags in at once? That's what I decided to do. Immediately, my next thoughts are what if this is the wrong way to go about it. What if the concierge sees me or I run into someone in the hallway. Will they judge me for carrying 10 grocery bags at once? . . . Seriously, this is the silly stuff I think about. Now why did I think a girl with this much anxiety about simply carrying groceries inside should move to New York in the middle of a pandemic????? IDK It will be interesting to see how the next 6 weeks go.